i'm at work and i'm planning on staying a bit later today (skipping the gym and my workout) to finish up 2 client billings and make sure all the accts are covered until i return to the office on 10/1 on top of the typical thursday money shuffle to cover payroll that comes out tonight....i dont think i'm going to finish both bills even if i push it and that pisses me off....
i havent been able to get out even for my little bit to finish the 2.58miles i left to finish my september goal...I AM NOT GOING TO STRESS ABOUT THOSE STUPID MILES....seriously i have got to put everything into perspective....
my mind is just reeling with everything and i just want this day to be over so i can go to the dr's office and have this surgery and be done and on my way to healing....the kids are all set for drop off at school by grampa and then with my friend kameron fri night and into sat....the recliner chair was delivered to my house today....
i just need to take a breathe and finish this work so i dont feel compelled to "rush" back to it next week even if it is remotely from my house....i know i'll be feeling better towards the end of the week and will be able to do the other bill if i dont finish it today and i just have to accept that...
i can only do what i can do.....
My Journey...this time it's for life...A place for me to reflect on my journey to lose this weight....
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